Posted in Personal update

Golden Days

It has been about 3 months since I’ve blogged, give or take a few. A lot has happened since then.

For starters, I’ve successfully completed my 2nd year in college and am finally on track with my career (or at least I think so…). My roommate also now have a new place and are finally out of the dorm life. My sister has been doing college visits as well. I can’t believe how much time has passed! My boyfriend and I are still very happy with one another and will make a year in August. It has been a complete and utter dream these past couple of months.

I’m currently at my parents visiting for the summer, which has been an amazing experience as my sister and I were able to celebrate her birthday with tickets to Twenty-One Pilots! Not only did we get tickets to a sold out concert, but my parents somehow managed to get box tickets, which got us into the club attached to the venue. It was a total blast and I can finally say that I’ve been to a concert for something other than classical or country. It was also a lot of fun getting to spend time with my sister. We haven’t really gotten to hang out just the two of us in a while. Usually we either have friends or family over, but somedays you just need time with your siblings. I was glad we got to go to the concert together.

As for the next couple of weeks, I have a lot on my plate: Moving to a new apartment, my one year anniversary, and the start of a new semester at school. Things could not be going any better in my life.

For now, though, I’ve just been going through my clothes and getting rid of anything that is too small, too big, or just needs to go. Now, before you say anything about getting rid of a bunch of clothes, may I remind you that I am a 5’3″ 20-year-old who has been virtually the same size since I was 12. Needless to say I have matured and passed through many phases since I bought that twilight shirt…

No promises on when I’ll post my next blog, but I’ll try to keep you posted in the weeks to come!

Posted in anxiety

Update: Somewhat better…I think…?

So, just a little update on how things are going. I know I ended my last post on kind of a bad note.

My job has gotten much better in a lot of ways. I can’t say a lot about it due to contract, but just know that it’s a really nice place to be working right now. I only have about one friend coming in for the 4th of July since no one else could come last weekend or the 4th and it’s not my ex. It’s one of my good friends and I’m kind of relieved that he’s the one who could make it out of the two. I’m a little sad that my gals couldn’t make it, but there’s plenty of summer left to go.

Which brings me to another part of my post… my ex. And I’m not sure I’m ready to type about this. not right now, at least.

I just… For once, I want someone who’s afraid to lose me.